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might as well post a blog for no reason at all and try to take my mind off of feeling so sick. im sat in bed atm feeling hot, cold, sick and sad. but oh well. im sure i'll be fine sooner or later. back to playing my game that i've been playing all day |: bye

im so black i make a black man look white :E

Tom misses his Sarah right now D: shes at school and i just got back from sixth form... even though its not even 12 lol. Love you Sarah (L)

:/

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

Cause I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...
I never...

:'(

Last night was horrible :( i havnt felt that down in ages tbh. it took me a good 3 hours to finally cry myself to sleep :( i feel slightly better now but not a whole lot. oh well. i have nothing more to say so byeee.

Its something unpreditable but in the end is right.
i hope you had the time of your life... (8)

XD

well, i might be meeting up with sarah later but im not sure, depends how she feels :) im having a nice day just talking to her anyway tbh. she thought i was pissed off with her for some reason earlier? not sure why tbh :S just sitting at home playing rockband atm and i officially FAIL at singing (N) oh well :P home alone so i get to turn it up really loud and drown out my own singing XD. well, i blogged, for once. even if it was insanely pointless.

I LOVE YOU SARAH XD

PLOP

well, today i went to Ely with sarah because she was going to wonder around in the rain on her larry so we were on our larry together ;D we wondered around a little bit, didnt really do anything other than talk and sit on random benches, we saw the weird little boat that drives up and down the river showing people the ducks and the rusty sheds XD i saved sarah from a weird white spider too :D *proud face* then we went to that little cafe thing that smells weird all the time, went to see the horses that wernt actually there :( then we just lay under the tree for an hour ish it was a good day over all :) we saw the mong swan again too! XD and flicked water at each other off the bench xD i do love her ;P even if she does fall up the curbs XD

woop XD

party at my house apparently XD ahaha